Love's Outcast

I always believed
that love was blind,
but that theory was relieved
since i was the one that was blind.

I constantly believed
that one day she would love me,
but i solely deceived
my heart's hope to be free.

Emotions faded away
below her mixed messages,
all that i had to say
directly written on bleeding pages.

Love is something
this heart will never get,
my heart will lonely sing
poems filled with regret.

it is always the same story
but now i won't glimpse at the past,
because my fate i can now foresee
forever i will be love's outcast.

--end of poem--

this poem is about inner rejection
it is not rejection in the form of your crush denying you
in a form where only yourself deny yourself from your crush
as you wait for your crush to be the one that asks you
you realize that your crush will never ask you
in the end once again you are left alone
and pushed aside by love.

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